I've Get Trouble Thoughts and The Self Esteem To Mach, What A Catch

they made it to amy's house to talk. holly, angela,and amy where still crying when thet sait down. panic! and fob went into a different room so they could talk. the first thing that came out of angela's mounth was why is he doing this to use? holly didnt know, so they looked at amy to see if she know. and she did, amy told them that they aren't his real kids. and they didnt know what se ment by that, so she told them that sammy is mom but todd isnt her father. and that mya is angela mom but todd isnt her father. so they asked who is any's mother. so she told them a woman named aaron was her mother and todd still wasnt her father. they asked why wasnt he married to aaron if he was married to mya and sammy? she told them he is getting married to her. angela and holly face frozed. 

The next morning FOB, Panic!, Holly and Angela went out in town asking ppl if they had seen this girl. They went all around town asking person to person if they know her, but now one did. They where about to give up for the day tell a girl in all black came up to them and asked if they where looking for someone named Amy. They said yes and she took off her hat and said am Amy. Angela and Holly where so happy to see her Amy asked y where they there. Holly took Amy to site down. She told her that there father raped her and is rapeing Angela too. Amy started crying cause he raped her too. She told them he did the sam to me too. And Holly said that she even had a baby from hem. Amy said is her or her here. And Ryan came and huged her. Amy took everyone to her house to talk.Wait and see for part 4.

Holly and Angelas father couldn't think y would Angela run away from home. It never cross his mind about hem haveing sex with her. He said to his wifes that they need to put up flyers  for Holly and Angela. So they went back to bed and the next morning they stared makeing the filyers for them. They said on the flyers that if you bring back are girls we will give you $900 dollers. They thought if saying they give them money they come back. But you know no one was comeing. At 1:30 a.m. the plan to London was over and now all they wanted was to go to a hotel and get some sleep. So they get three rooms and they went to sleep. Sorry want for part 3 to see whats going on next. 

as u know holly,angela,fob,and panic! where off to london.holly and angela just couldnt stop thinking that amy may have been rap too.everything was going well with everyoneon the plane.but back at home angela's father was on his way to her room.and he get ther as you know she wasn't there.her father just screamed and run into his room and ask his wifes where was angela.they said they didnt know.so he called holly first.and no one answer the phone.so then he called for help.he told them that his two little girls where missing.so they come out to ask hem and his wifes when was the last time they saw them?they told them they just saw angela at dinner at 8:30.and they haveing saw holly in 13 years.the police ask y having he saw his child in 13 years? he didnt want to tell them y she never came over so they said she hasa son and he has prolbems.so the police said ok and left.there mmothers and father where so sad cause they need there little girls whats going to happen next?u see =)

holly had get the tickets for everyone.and they where all happy and ready to go.everyone was pack,but the hearded person was angela.she had to get out of her house with out her moms and father knowing.so pete and brent came over at 11:00 at night.angelthrow her stuff out the window to them.pete told her to go out the back door,but she couldnt cause her moms and dad room was by the door.so brent said jump out of the window.angela said no,but she know that was the only way.so brent and pete cant to 3 to make her jump.so when they get to three she jumped.angela was ok.so they run to the car where holly was they drived to the airport and get on the plane to london.you have to wait tell next time for ther next trip,where it will be eveny more of a crazy ride. 

angela was happy that ryan was her newpher but she want goin to treat hem like that.he was going to be like a brother to her.anyways they needed to get a way to get amy to talk about if there father raped her too.so the next day angela and pete went out for the first time since they kissed two weeks ago.so the next day angela was in math class when the lady from th office came and said she was going home.angela thought her dad was making her do something.but it was her sister holly.so as holly and angela was walking home holly said that they had plane tickets to go to london to see if amy was being raped too.angela said that she wasnt going without pete,fob ryan and panic!.holly said y do u need all thouse ppl?angela told holly that pete;s my boyfriend and fob r my friends and ryan is my borther and panic are my friends too.so holly said ok i get them tickets too

so ryan get into the car and holly too.they drove to her fathers house.she konked on the door.one of her mothersname sammy answer the door.she told them to come in.she said that her father wasnt there.holly said she want looking for hem.she was here for angela said holly.sammy told them that she was in her room.so holly and ryan walked to her room.and angela leat them in.angels didnt know y ryan was in her house.so even before angela could say any thing holly said she needed to talk first.so holly told angela that her did phill raped her and that ryan is my son.angela started crying holly thought she was crying for her,but after she stop crying she had sid that he ding the same thing to her too,but she not haveing a baby.so they both want to know if ther other sister amy was living the same life as them.wait and see

holly asked ryan to say what he had just said again.so ryan said that he had told fall out boy that he was angela's newpher.holly was so mad that she had hit ryan.ryan just looked at his mom and ran into his room.ryan lock the door so,holly couldnt get in.holly said that she was sorry about hiting hem,but it was just that she didnt want ppl to know about it,just like angela.so ryan said that u need to tell angela about me.and holly said i will.the next day at school ryan saw brentin the hallway and ask if it was ok to tell hem something.and brent said yea go and ask me.so ryan told hem that he was angela's newpher.brent said thats cool man,but y haven't u told anyone?ryan said he didnt know,but know he will.so ryan told brendon and spencer next and they where coolabout it too.so after school ryan went home and his mom told hem to get into the car and dont ask any qusetions.why would holly say that?wait and see. 

ok said ryan it like this am angela's newphew.they couln't beliv what he just said.so they asked hem tell use the truth and stop playing.ryan said he not playing.he is angela's newphew.but how can u be her newphew,said joe.her sister holly is my mom said ryan.but y doesn't angela know ask patrick?no cause we where born on the same day.and holly moved out the next doy she had me.but doesing angela go over holly's house ask andy?yea,but she allways tell her not go into my room,well she doesn't know its my room.did she ever look in ther a little ask pete?no,she never did.so how r we goin to tell angela about this?i think we need my mom to tell her,said ryan.so ryan went home and told his mom that he told fall out boy about hem bein angla's newphew.how did holly ask.wait for part 9.

so spencer went to talk to pete.and after he told pete what happen pete was wrieing y was ryan so mad about something that would make ppl want to kill that person.so pete,joe,andy,and patrick went to the pack to see if ran was there.and ther he was in the park under a big tree looking at the water.the first two that came up to hem was andy and patrick.they ask y was he so mad at everone who told hem about angela?he said that they did need to know.so joe and pete came and ask hem the same thing.but he sill wasn't talking.so they said he did tell us what going on we will have to beat it out of u.kn said ryan i tell u but u can't tell angel.they said they wouldn't.what was ryan hiding>wait and u see.

ok now i know some of u think you are thinking y does brendon need to take to ryan,well leat me tell u.ryan wasn't ther when pete call them,so that y he went to talk to ryan.ryan couldn't belive what he was hereing comeing out of brendon's mouth.ryan did wan't to here what brendon was saying so he said ''it's not true and your a lier'' and walk away.brendon did know y ryan was so mad at hem,so he asked spencer ryan's best friend if he could talk hemand find out whats was wrong with hem.spencer did have a prolbem with it.so he went over ryan's house to talk to hem.spencer ask ryan why was he so mad at brendon?and ryan just did answer.all he said to spencer was to get out of his house and don't come back.spencer did know what to do,so he want to pete.wait,wait,wait.u have to wait wried haha

so pete had told them what was happen to angela.and after pete told them what was going on with her,they whre so upset.they want to know y would her father do something like that?pete said to hem, he said he want a baby from her.y the hell does he need a baby from her ask brent?pete said he didnt know.so if u where reading it u know panic! at the disco was happy to help pete's friend.so brendon said to pete that he will take to angela tomorrow at school.so pete said ok.so the next day at school brendon came up to angela and ask about her father.at first she said nothing was wrong,then he said it was ok pete told hem.so she was going on talking about her father.and as angela was talking brendon was takeing notes of it.brendon get eventhing he need from angela.so then he went over to ryan's.oh sorry y have to wait.hahaha :)

what are u goin to do?you not goin to try to hurt hem? ask pete.no said angela.anuway we need to get to work so we need to go to my house.so they walked to her house and her father wasnt there.they worked tell her father came home.after dinner angela went into her room and called up some of her friends.the first person she called was her friend andy.she told andy what her fathe does to her.and andy was more then happy to help her out.but she know thta she need more then andy,so next she called joe and patrick.ex boyfriends of her sisters.she told them the samething she said to andy.they where happy to help too.but her father could take down 5 ppl by hemself.so she called pete and ask did he know anyone who could help.he told her about some of his friends in a band called Panic! At The disco.so he called them up and ask them could they help his friend?what did they say?u have to wait sorry.

ther was this boy name pete.she liked hem and she know he liked her.but they never try getin together,tell one day in school pete and angela had to work together for class.they where on they why to angels house tell she stop and kiss pete.pete did know y she kiss hem,but he kiss her back.after they where done kissin she took hem to the park.she said that she need to tell hem somthin and he could tell anyone about it.pete said that he would tell.angela told pete her father does to her at night.pete was so upset,but she told hem it will be ok,am is goin to take care of it.pete ask how.angela said her father want be their in her life to rape her anymore.what is she goin to do?u have to wait tell part 4 is out =)

cause there was something about herself thats she did want ppl to know.what is it u ask.ok her father would come in her room at night and have sex with her ever night.she couldn't get away  from hem.and y would he want to have sex with her when he has two wifes?he told her that she was the one he want a baby by.but y would he want a baby from her?she his little girl.it's not she not preety to get a boy her age,but she does want ppl what her father does to her.but she know that one day she will have to tell someone,but who? 

this is about a dream i had i know i have a lot of dreams about fall out boy and pete and stuff.its called get busy living or get busy drying i hope u like it.

once ther was a girl her name was angela she live with her father and two mothers.yea she had two mothers anyways she had everthing she could ever want in life.thats what she thought.but ther was one thing she did have.a lover.her had a lover,well a lot of them thats why she had two mothers.her two older sister had lots of lovers too.why could sne get one?thats the question she ask herself everyday of her life.who cant i have a lover?am pretty right?i have everthing my mothers have.but why cant she get a lover? i gest u have to find out on the next part of get busy living or get busy dying.

am so broud so am goin to sing a little song ,well wrote it its from a group called backstreetboyz.i hope u like it

                                       TILIE:LAY DOWN BESIDE ME

something about the way u moved

that cought my eye

i really did have to try it

i can't deny it

the way your body swayed

as i watched u from behind

that got me so excited

how could i fight it

baby let me be the 1 to hold u

to give u the thing i knoe u need

u know that u can't wait anther life time

and we can never find a love just like this

(chorus)

if u lay down lay down beside me

u can get all inside me

and i can get all inside u too

if u lay down beside me

u can wake u beside me forever

forever and ever

forever and ever baby

let;s take this chance to get 2 knoe eack other better

baby we well discover that we can be more then lovers

i'll give u waht u need

just come 2 me and get it

baby u want regret it

no no no baby

baby move a little closer,yeah

i wanna feel ur body next 2 mine

and before this nigth is over

u know just what it means

to make love until u scream

(chorus)

tonight,(tonight) we;ll find

find just what u been lookin for

good,good lovin and a whole lot more

so hold on,hold on real tight

hold me and dont u let go

until i tell u to

(chorus)

the end

write me and tell me what u think

ok i went people to know am a black 14 year old girl and this my make people mad at me and my friends.

and if it does on sorry.

my friends called my white cause i like fall out boy,panic! at the disco and a whole list of bands.

but i want people to know i like white people i like all races.

i want to know if i should stop hunging out with them or sill be friends with them?

what should i do?

write me i need ur help

ok one night i was asleep and i had a deam about Pete Wentz.

it was a little crazy and a little funny to tell peolpe but here i go.

ok i dream i was like 24 amd i had meet pete.

we went out not like a date at first,to lunch.

we where good friends.

tell one day hw ask me out in a real date.

i said yes and we went out.

we went to his house and gest what happen next?

we had sex.

i know i know

that will never happen

but i was dream what could i do?lol

if u have questins write me.

i want everone to know that this is my fist journal ever so i dont know what to write about but love.

people say they are in love without knowing what love is.am i in love?i dont know.does someone loves me?i dont know.

will the only person that loves me be my mom?i dont know.

what is love?a wroud that can get u in trolbem if u dont know what it is.

do i have love?i dont know.do i love someone?maybe so but u never know

if somone whats to talk to me about this write my a note.